You seriously have no idea what it feels like to be me.
GAH FUCK MY LIFE BALI COME ATTTT MEEEE
living for the sunshine: the love of my life..... →
livinforthesunshine: The unexpected Gili Trowangan. It was truly love at first sight. Immediately after jumping off the boat I knew that it was the place I wanted to be. I told the girls that this was it. And it only got better. Our speedboat landed just after noon, it was a rough journey from the begining. The…
feel like i am underground, with hot boiling lava in my stomach, while my muscles turn to concrete. like i’m a lost cause, and absolute wreck. i’d like to actually scream until my lungs fall apart. until my face falls apart. until my insides are on the outside and there is nothing left of my being. The only thing i want is the only thing i will never have because i’m so fucked...
I’m so angry at everything. I’m not good enough for anyone. I’m desperate, I’m needy. I can’t help thinking It would just be better for everyone if I wasn’t here.